I supposed to fill this blog periodically,
You know, things happened. feels like there\\\’s nothing changed at all. But if I\\\’m looking back to the beginning of this year, I sure am, everything completely different.
In January, I\\\’ve just finished my final project and waiting for graduation. I\\\’m an unemployed officially. In that circumstance, I made some plans for my future. Eliminating and reevaluate my plans until I came to my main objective that I have to get a job (obviously) and make a financial support for my brother education. \\\”I\\\’m going to be a cool brother!\\\” I thought.
I feel a huge passion of mine dawn that time. Getting a job must be hard, none of my friend easily straight to get a job after graduated. But if I show a bit persistent, I couldn\\\’t need a longer time to get a job, I presume.
Never been so optimist, I feel a bit relaxed and decided to enjoyed the rest of month while I\\\’m still in Jogja. So, I bought a watercolor portable and learn into Urbansketching. I\\\’ve been dreaming this since the first time I came in Jogja. I took down one of my bucket list.
Went to the street, sketch and uploaded it to Instagram. I mean, I felt happy.
In the evening that time, I booked a train to Bekasi. Packed my goods and Leaving Jogja.
This limbo feeling struck me.
Now I get it why there\\\’s so many students who chose to stay in Jogja even after graduated.